I really wish you would just fall in love with me.
It breaks my heart to see you with other girls.
I know you still care, but I know what you really want is for someone to hold and kiss be there with.
And obviously I can't be that for you because all you want is her.
But I can't be her.
I don't want to be her.
I just don't know what to do about you anymore.

I don't think you've realized how happy you've made me.
Be mine?
srsly.

I like how you overly freak about things.
I like how you want so bad for us to talk on the phone.
I want to too but im so afraid you'll see that im nothing special, just another face in the crowd.
Nothing to look forward too, just another girl waiting for love.
Will it ever happen?
Will that one be you?
Ive saved all your texts that meant anything to me.
And when I feel like you'll never notice me again they play through my mind like the songs I sing about you when im alone.
I don't think you realize how badly I want to be able to call you mine.
You make me happy.
You make me laugh.
You make me smile.
You make me feel beautiful.


"I know its hard. Youre the only person i think i could
trust my heart with, no one is gonna replace you."

"You.You were willing to give me your future your life.She wasnt.I cant waste time on someone who doesnt think they can love me forever."

"One day when we are in love cause im willing to bet we eventually will be, I dont want it to be restricted.I wanna feel it all.I dont want anything to be held back."

"Youve been here throughout everything. No one else could encourage me
like you have or support me."

"I just wrote a love song. And...its about you."

"You can be my girlfriend again if you want to be."

"Okay pretty girl! We're together again."

"Btw, yer boyfriend told me to tell you ily."

"Dammit. Move here. I wanna make out with someone other than the dog."

"Youd be going out with me if you lived here"

"Because i want to SEE you, hold your hand, be the best boyfriend possible, which i cant be under these circumstances."



I know you care about me, that's why even tough I hate waiting for you, im willing to.
And hopefully one day we will fall in love, cause there is no one i'd rather give my heart to than you. <3

Your making it harder for me to get over you.
Listening to your voice makes me happy even when your not talking to me.
Im listening to yours and Sam's phone call and I haven't stopped smiling.
You shine brighter than anyone does.
=D

sometimes i feel left out
sometimes i have doubts
i still get lonely
standing in a crowd
but you're always around
i've been through all this
and you've never let me down


you're selfless, i'm jaded
you're patient, you've been waiting
my heart has been broken
you stayed, you've been hoping
i'm scattered and achin'
you love me, you love me
you're the only one
who's still holdin' on
you're my painkiller
you make me strong

i hate how the nights go by so fast
i want my smile to last
you promised me what the other girls
could have never give
so thanks for your forever
i'm counting on it

you're selfless, i'm jaded
you're patient, you've been waiting
my heart has been broken
you stayed, you've been hoping
i'm scattered and achin'
you love me, you love me
you're the only one
who's still holdin' on
you're my painkiller
you make me strong

after all this time
i finally opened my eyes
i finally realized
what i feel inside
you save me from myself
i love to watch our words collide
you brought me back
from the dark side

you're selfless, i'm jaded
you're patient, you've been waiting
my heart has been broken
you stayed, you've been hoping
i'm scattered and achin'
you love me, you love me
you're the only one
who's still holdin' on
you're my painkiller
you make me strong

If you didn't want to go out with me anymore you just had to tell me.
You didn't have to make up some stupid excuse.
I can't believe I fell for it.
I've been waiting for you bc you said you would come back to me.
Your a liar.
Why do you keep putting me through this?
Do you really hate me that much that you had to hurt me AGAIN.
I'm so sick of your lies.
Jessica was right & i'm an idiot for not believing her.
I stuck up for you.
I almost lost my best friend bc of you.
And this is how you repay me?
I hate you.

It hurts so much not being with you. I tell myself it will be okay but by the end of the day I still hurt. It's killing me inside not being able to call you mine. I hate it when you tell me your not special & that your just another face. When you do, I want to tell you to shut up because you are such an amazing person and you are so much more then just another face in the crowd. Your my best friend. You make me happy. And every time I talk to you I always have a big smile on my face. And even though we can't be together now, I know that one day we will be. We are gonna fall in love. And we are gonna live our dreams..together. And I hope you read this, because I want you to know how much you mean to me. I love you kid <3

It's not fair that i'm the one crying over this.
It's not my fault your blind when it comes to love but you always go running back to the person that broke your heart.
You're better off without her, and you know it.
You know you two are just gonna get into another fight.
That's how it always goes.
But no, i'm the one who is sitting here alone wishing I was with you.
I love you.
More than you'll ever know.
And you don't even give a damn.

I still love you.
I know it was me who brought the whole thing up but I regret it.
I wish I could take it back.
I've tried to get over you but it seems like the more I try the more I want you back.
This may seem pretty pathetic, but all I think about is you.
I wish I could tell you all this but I wouldn't even know where to begin.
I hope you read this.


"I know I could say we're through
And tell myself I'm over you
But even if I made a vow
I promise not to miss you now
And try to hide the truth inside
I'd fail cause I, I just can't live a lie"

"Just wanna hear what you've got to say
Are you feeling the same
'Cause I'm not okay
Thought when we met there was something more"

"I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye."

I'm starting to think this was all a lie.
Like I dreamed the whole thing up or something.
Am I just not good enough?
After all the things I did for you this is how you repay me?
Thanks alot.
I'll remember that.
Go brooke yourself.

"You won't get to see the tears I cry behind these hazel eyes."